Sad to say this.. the first week I'm in johor.. i found out that, i lose some friends, i lose my happiness, I'm not strong enough.. i felt lonely.. I'm bored in johor, what to do? i chose the path that never been taken before, and this is my own path, I'm gonna survive in this shitty situation from now on! because of this is the only way that i can see my future, pray that i'm not wrong, no one is holding me.. yea, mentally support isn't enough.. the 7 days in johor, i waked up by the sound of quarrel everyday, the time when I'm at home is the time to quarrel (Ok, with my mom in, i can't quarrel with wall), i'm fed up, once again think of going back to KL, but i think it's impossible for me to make it happen again..
and i felt great great loneliness, greater then everyone would felt, cause I'm afraid of loneliness, tomorrow going to Singapore to sign agreement to confirm that i will work in NewStead for at least 1 year.. i will just work like a wooden puppet for 1 year, the word "what's next" gotta wait for another year.. hope the situation can change after i start work.. bless me :(
i only hang out with some specified friend in these days, which can be counted by either one of my hand, when you grow up, you need to decide who you gotta mix with, the brighter one or the darker one.. the brighter one which can discuss serious stuff like your ambition and your career, and the darker one which can bring you fall to no where..
To my cousin Kim :
you already 16, choose your friend carefully, normally sec friend will spend the longest time with you, don't get influent easily, think right or wrong before you do anything :)
*although you in girl's school, but every way is the same :)
i admit that i got friend whom selling DVD in shopping complex, selling drugs in Disco, gangster fight behind the street, Drugs addict.. so? what to do? they turn bad after sec.. what i can do just only leave them one by one, when i realize, i left no one..
currently no friend in JB, anyone wanna b my friend? LOL
I found this in my room, taken when i was 2~3 years old.. cute? i think so ;)
and now, the friendless Roy, just like an angel without wing..
你站着不动，哪来的海阔天空
6 years ago
4 royal has commented:
OMG, I dint know my chubby XG was so cute when he was Baby Roy~
Feel like to pinch ur cheek =XD=
okok,serious now.
I wonder how many times did I tell u this.
What u suffer now, is for the sake of ur "bright" future.
Well, u might say "how bright it can be?"
I will say "Never try, never know"
Be optimistic,it might not be so suffering as u think =)
Take my earlier post quote "Don't afraid of moving on because you are afraid of being alone"
Everything you do now is a 'dot' for your future. Do the thing you feel right, Do the thing you love. You may not know what this 'dot' can do now. But, one day, the day you success, you'll start to link the dot once you look back.
Good Luck, my friend
As we grow older, we will realize that we are taking a different path than our peers. It may seems that friendship should be everlasting but that is not always the case. Sometimes having just some nice frens around is good enough. Just a matter of time. You will definitely hav friends that are always by you side that you dun realize or you will soon to meet one.
Good luck, pal!
Thanks my friend, thanks for all the encouragement.. i temporary go back to stone age, hope i can bring that brunch of my friend up to another level.. is okay with only few good friend.. better then non..
2 of jan i'm going to sign the contract for one year, cus the manager say there is no "offer letter" such thingy..
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